The Best Version Of Myself

About five days awake my mind is far away
And I think I lost my mind when I was young
I gave up two dates today It doesn't mean I am afraid
I'm just tired of going out just for fun

Time Time Time
Who are you?
Are you good?
Are you my friend?
I need to know
Time Time Time
Are you the one
Who decides when it all ends?
I need to know

I was too naive when I was young
Didn't know the price of freedom
Wasted all my time having fun
I swore tomorrow I change but I bite my tongue
Today I fell ashamed sorry to everyone

Time Time Time Please don't hurt me
Never kill me, don't make me forget
Time Time Time You know I was
The best version of myself

My life is reacting agaisnt me
And I know what it means
But I keep wondering
And It's hard to believe

Was my day yesterday and today
A day or a thunderstorm
Why has my life being like this since I was born
The life is too short and I just want to live

I have no water
I have no lie
I have no money
To say this is mine
I don't have a caution voice
'Cause I scream inside
I don't need to pretend
I just need to fight
I just need to fight

Time please don't hurt me
Never kill me
Don't make me forget
Please don't hurt me
Never kill me
Don't make me forget

Time who are you?
Are you good?
Are you my friend?
Or are you the one
Who decides when it all ends

Time please don't hurt me
Never kill me
Don't make me forget
'Cause I was who I was
The best version of myself
The best version of myself

Time Time Time Time